I feel I have no "purpose".   Sure I'm a wife - to a grown man who has his own bag of tricks and issues.  A mother - to two teens who could give a shit about me and need to forage their own path in the world.  A very part-time employee in an industry that is economically challenged.  A sponsor who is close to a drink.  And a daughter to two deceased parents. I'm not in a great place today.